Questionor if it's the up before the steady descent. In january 2010 I found myslef curled up in a ball in my bed... Not moving for days at a time to do anything at all and ready to die. Somehow I managed to pull myself together enough to make it to a support group meeting since I couldn't afford therapy. It hasn't been perfect but I'm working on holding it together. I remember what that abyss feels like and I'm constantly working on going in the opposite direction... or at least I hope so.
AnswerIt’s all journey. It’s weird because I love hearing from people who can relate but it also hurts to know that someone else is going through it. The only thing I can say is “give it until tomorrow”. I say that every single night if I have to. I’ve hit a bit of a wall lately. There’s a down place that’s approaching and I”m aware of it but the mantra is, “Give it until tomorrow.” It’s so worth it.
Sending you strength and solidarity.